This is Piss, Isn't it?

Everytime I think I don't like something - the Universe brings in a massive change that makes me think that perhaps I was wrong. Perhaps it wasn't so bad... what if everything really changes? What if nothing is ever the same? Not just the bad, but the good too. What if the bad stuff gets worse and the good stuff just goes away? "What if" is a really ugly game to play. Don't let yourself wander down that road... and if you find that you're already on it... feel free to just head off into the weeds. Certainly there will be something better in there. Like a lion.

My husband was laid off from his job this week. It's been a couple days and we're trying to "deal" and really wrap our heads around it. If anyone knows of a great job opportunity for a mid-level Software Engineer... don't keep that tasty nugget to yourself. In response to all this - I'm actually looking for a job. A regular day job kind of thing. I haven't had one of those in like 6 years. I don't know if you know this about me, but outside of yoga I'm not actually qualified to do anything. Eeep! Yoga is a splendid tool - not only for joy but for pain, worry, frustration, and downright terror. I learned that ages ago, and now I just need to remain calm long enough to dip into my little yoga toolbox and use what's in there.